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well two blogs in one day is pretty outrageous. but something else is bothering me, and i feel venting it will ease my angerness.

ok so yes, i don't go out as much anymore. i don't feel a need to party every weekend. i don't personally want to go get smashed like every weekend either. i have a boyfriend, whom i love to death. in my own opinion, i would prefer to do something with him. i still go out, yes. it's not like i've "disowned" my friends or some ridiculous thing like that. i don't think i'm better than anyone else, and i certainly don't think that i'm too good to go to parties. i'm busy through out the whole week, and lots of times on weekends too. sometimes i really just don't feel like going out. is that such a crime? so when a party comes up that i can go to and want to go to, i shouldn't get bitched at because i haven't been to one in awhile. yes, i used to go out way more than i do now...that's because i didn't take school seriously, i didn't have a serious boyfriend, i took a year off volleyball so i wasn't playing that, and i didn't have a job. this year is much different than last. i shouldn't be nagged at by certain people because i am busy and want some time for myself. if i want to go out this weekend i effing will...it's only a few who are all bitchy about this.. i'm pretty sure people do still like me even if i haven't made partying my main priority. and you know maybe these certain people are just joking around..i don't care. it's immature to be saying shit like that. so get the eff off my back hoes.