PEEP SHOW

OH MY GOD!

the most BEYOND embarressing thing happened to me tonight. well see my living room window is like just across from my bedroom door. so the living room window blind was up, and it's usually closed. anyway i had my bedroom door open and i was just in sweat pants and a tank top..soo i was gonna change out of my top. so i take off my top..(still in a bra ppl lol the bra stays on through this whole story) and was turning around to grab a shirt.. ( i wasn't gonna change anything else, i just wanted a tshirt) then the next thing i know theres this light flashing across the street. my neighbor, a guy at that, is standing at his door looking out the window trying to get my attention with his outside light.. haha so i just shut my door super quickly and called erika lol. SOOO EMBARRESSING! haha i will never ever look at my neighbor the same ever again. i mean yeah he was just being helpful, and it's not like i was gonna take anything more off, but HE thought i was. oooh my. ooh my. how awful. oh dear.

anyway, i'm slightly pissed off for other reasons which i don't want to post. but GRRRR. and be prepared for a bitchy teagan tomorrow ppl.

I FEEL PRETTY OH SO PRETTY

BAH i'm in idiotic geography class right now..and we're doing this stupid research project on farming and crap. no offense to any farmers, but farming isn't exactly something i am interested in, much less enjoy. i don't care about agriculture, like seriously people!

anyway, enough of my ranting about that, i'm pretty sure everyone in my class is already annoyed with this research project too.. i'll move along to happier things!

today's wednesday..and let me tell ya, wednesdays are my favorite day of the week. no work, no volleyball..it's beautiful really. today's wonderful. wearing my new shirt (which ppl seem to notice and talk about how expensive it is, how do ppl know!??), my hair and makeup's gorgeous.. it's very great. after school i'm gonna go tanning..then hang out with my little bro and my dad, and then i'm gonna go to bretts for awhile tonight. i'm very syked to see him, i miss him alot already, and i just saw him monday. i know, not that long ago. but yeah, still super excited! this weekend's kinda lame, i just work and have a vball tourny sunday. nothing important, and brett's gone to winnipeg friday/saturday. so that's gonna kinda suck without him. hmm. so yes, any hoppin things going on this weekend that anyone knows of?!?!? i seriously, desperatly need something to do to keep my occupied.

OLD NEWS

so it's saturday! night of the fashion show. i have my hair and makeup done, so 80's style not even gonna lie. my makeup's outrageous! it's a little hard to get used to but oh well shake it off.

last night the dance was alot of fun! more ppl there then i expected to be!

one thing that is bothering me though is some people who just STILL have to bitch about me and brett. old news. especially if they're supposed to be my friend then they don't have to be all rude about it. god people just get over it. it's no one else's business to talk about it anyway, and it sure as hell doesn't have to be the gossip in the hair shop either. stupid stories go around, probably some that are blown more out of porpotion then they need to be. i don't need to hear people saying "i'm not impressed with you teagan for being with him. i don't like it. what are you thinking. blah blah blah". i've heard it already and i really don't give a shit what anyone else wants, it's what I want. i'd like to think about myself for once a bit too. like eff people ENOUGH. it's my decision and what i feel. fucking bitch all you want, it's not changing my mind. i am a smart girl for the most part people, i can take care of myself. i make my own decisions and if i feel it's right, then it is ok! gosh. i know you're concerned but please just let go of it already. if me and him want to be together then we will be. people make mistakes, we both have. yes we fight every now and then. but that's healthy and normal in a relationship. it's not like we fight all the time, usually we're both just really giddy and dumb together. like fighting every now doesn't make us a "bad match".

ok now that i'm done freaking out i feel by far much better.

i best be going i still have to paint my nails for the show.

DANCING

well it's friday!!! thank you god! haha i'm so happy. i still have to work today after school, then go to the rehearsal for the fashion show...but oh well, at least school's almost done!! report cards go home today, AHH. i'll post later informing my marks, if they're good enough lol (how's everyone elses report cards?)

soo rossburn dance tonight!!! i'm pretty excited. i feel like dancing dancing, da da da da. yes today i'm in a good mood, except i keeping falling asleep in class, i definately need a nap of some sort.
i'm excited to see brett tonight, i miss him lots. haven't seen him since sunday. things are going great in that department by the way, for those who are wondering.

anyway, it's pretty much break time, so i better get rollin' on outta here. science class next, blah.
have a lovely weekend! (what are you all up to??) and ooo a lovely friday the 13th. (scary) haha.

love ya'll.
exxoooh.

P.S.

hmm well some ppl seem to like that we're back together...
while others...
not so much
i don't know. it's hard to explain. blaaahhh i'm so confused. about that, and stuff
and i'm REALLLY bored. ughh
shoot me now.

OH P.S.
Much Music Dance in Rossburn this Friday, 8:00-12:00. Doors close at 9. Grades 9-12.. Be there fools.
Whatever happened to dances when they used to be awesome and "the place to be"? lol
People should go to this one and dance their socks off. Wahoo.

TOGETHER AGAIN

well hello everyone. i'm at courtnay's right now so i'll make this short.

well long story but to sum it up brett and i are back together.
yes it's been a month, long wait but i'm beyond happy.
just thought i'd fill ya'll in on that.
today's a super good day :)

have a good rest of the weekend, love you all
xox.

OK?

TOC was good. The Used were my favorite there. I don't have much to say on here about it.. But I did some shopping which was nice.. I don't know how I feel right now. Kind of happy, but sad. Blah. Crying seems to become easier, it's kind of like I'm just used to it. I'm not gonna lie, I do cry like at least three times a day now. I'm not going to go into detail, because I really don't want to.. But anyway I still have so much homework to do, yet I feel terrible and don't feel like doing it. Hopefully I sleep tonight.. I'm so incredibly glad no school on friday.. I unfortuanately have to work and drive tomorrow.. Which is going to suck so much.

But enough of my depressingness, I got to get going .. I'll talk to you all later...
Goodnight..

TOC BETCHES

leaving for winnipeg tomorrow after work ppl
taste of chaos tuesday. i'll leave a post after the concert to fill ya'll in on how rad it is

but like all i have to say is oh em gee.

i'm scared and a little worried