OLD NEWS

so it's saturday! night of the fashion show. i have my hair and makeup done, so 80's style not even gonna lie. my makeup's outrageous! it's a little hard to get used to but oh well shake it off.

last night the dance was alot of fun! more ppl there then i expected to be!

one thing that is bothering me though is some people who just STILL have to bitch about me and brett. old news. especially if they're supposed to be my friend then they don't have to be all rude about it. god people just get over it. it's no one else's business to talk about it anyway, and it sure as hell doesn't have to be the gossip in the hair shop either. stupid stories go around, probably some that are blown more out of porpotion then they need to be. i don't need to hear people saying "i'm not impressed with you teagan for being with him. i don't like it. what are you thinking. blah blah blah". i've heard it already and i really don't give a shit what anyone else wants, it's what I want. i'd like to think about myself for once a bit too. like eff people ENOUGH. it's my decision and what i feel. fucking bitch all you want, it's not changing my mind. i am a smart girl for the most part people, i can take care of myself. i make my own decisions and if i feel it's right, then it is ok! gosh. i know you're concerned but please just let go of it already. if me and him want to be together then we will be. people make mistakes, we both have. yes we fight every now and then. but that's healthy and normal in a relationship. it's not like we fight all the time, usually we're both just really giddy and dumb together. like fighting every now doesn't make us a "bad match".

ok now that i'm done freaking out i feel by far much better.

i best be going i still have to paint my nails for the show.