PSYCHO

fresh and clean clean

so question. anyone know why i get pissed off at the littlest things? like honestly, it's ridiculous! gosh. i'm like psycho overreactive teagan BAH.


like example. brett texts me, at like 9:30ish (it's 10:30 now) and says hes studying hardcore, it's intense. i said i was too, then i asked when he'd be done studying..but he stopped texting me, so i'm like..ook then i'll call him, cuz i wanna go to bed early tonight..cuz usually the boy waits till like midnight to call me, and i NEED sleep drastically ppl
so then i call at like 10:15 and he's at mikals.. he WAS studying, but went over there after, which is cool that's fine. then i said, well thanks for texting me back and he's like "ok". (what does "ok" mean?) and i was like "uhhhh ok talk to you later then?" and he's like "what?" and i'm like, "talk to you later." and he's like "yeah bye." then just hangs up. like WTF? unlike him

and for some unknown reason that pisses me off? should it? it shouldnt right? i mean, i did just see him yesterday, and i think seeing him tomorrow. i guess it's just how he was talking? and not texting back? maybe that's what pissed me off? i really just don't know! UGH

i'm messed

i'm trying to be "carefree i don't care what he does" teagan
if i keep being bitchy know-it-all teagan i'm just gonna drive him away...

HeLp?